Monday, October 28, 2019

Feel out of time

did you ever feel tired? not because of someone but tired of yourself? You are running, but you always late. aaah, maybe not late? but out of time. Like you want to finish all your deadlines in one day but you ended up with sleep, napping, did something useless the out of time.
You want to be someone who uses their brain, or maybe researcher or scientist. but, once again you cant.
 I don't know why. I can't find what is my field, where I belong, or where I should be, the place where I am an expert.
What's my passion? Idk.

Tuesday, October 22, 2019

What Happen? Jakarta in everywhere

In the middle lazy day in office,
I try to understand what happens in Indonesia.
I've worked in Jakarta for two months. and I realize, everything about Jakarta. people said it is Jakartacentris. ya that's true.
before I came here, I don't think how important Jakarta is.
I live in Yogyakarta for my whole time. And always thinking why Jakarta become Indonesia center.
and then, I know and the answer is Jakarta is home for every race and tribe. Every broadcast center or publication center located in Jakarta. Easier and cheaper to publish Jakarta news than other locations except it's important enough to publish.
so first, at the beginning of September, Mr. President announced to move the capital city from Jakarta to East Borneo. I'm a skeptic and confuse. Is it big risk moving the capital city to the middle virgin forest? How the world thinking?
How the world thinks after putting their money to restoration and someone wants to destroy it all...
 Then, I heard Mr. President want to some 'badan' or organization just to prepare moving capital city.
Borneo, the virgin island. Not to the virgin. maybe you can call it a girl who masturbates or maybe a girl who kisses, maybe blowjob her bf but keeping her virginity.  Not to virginity, not too insane, and not too naive...but have a little bit bad things. She wants to be a virgin mary but she wants to be metropolitan girls. Borneo wants to be a city, Borneo want to be heard, want to be Jakarta.
Everything and every people wants to be Jakarta. and I think its because of how media tell Jakarta.


Today, after one year we (me and my blogs) promise to study harder. HAHA And what happened in one year? nothing happens. Time flies so fast....